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3/19/2007 12:18:00 AM

Wat Have I Done Wrong?

Im still pondering over this..
Wat have i done wrong to deserve that?
Ok i might sound like i don care...
But when u kept saying nevermind...nevermind...nevermind...
Then how am i suppose to know wats really on ur mind?

Or is it cos u already have sum1 new..then its easy to let go of our friendship...
Just because of 1 'mistake' of not being there for you?
If u think im pretending..fine..wat am i to say?
U have ur opinion..
And i have no defense to that...
Cos if i was pretending...do you think our friendship could have gone this long?

I think about you almost everyday...
I think about ur smile...ur laughter...
The shine on ur face...
I liked seeing u happy for the first time eversince ur dull moments...
I liked the fact u found love again..

Oh well...nevermind...u wont believe anything i say now anyway...
U'd still think im pretending...
U'd still think i don treasure our friendship...
I was never good enough a friend for you anyway...

hEaRTfELt wORds enCRyPtED oN

Monday, March 19, 2007
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3/13/2007 01:55:00 AM

What?

Am i going on about?
I have no idea haha!
Blogger is really being shit these days...
Which makes me further n further away from blogging...
Im not gonna waste time struggling with the bloody server!

Nothing much goin on wit ma life..
Just the usual thing..work..date..forum-ing..my-space-ing lol
And missing...
Who?
Lotsa people...Izah.....
And definitely ZZ!!!!!!!!
AAAArrrrggghhhh i feel so tortured!
I feel so pained only getting to watch u on the net!
I feel so helpless watching ur laughter fade through the minutes of video!
Wish there's more i can do but..what to do...haiz...
*Still loving u! Keep Ya Eyebrow Up!*

hEaRTfELt wORds enCRyPtED oN

Tuesday, March 13, 2007
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2/22/2007 08:40:00 PM

Isolated is Back!

Gosh it took me 10 bloody days for me to figure out how to get to this new blogger crap thingy!
As a result some of the best events of last week whizz past without a note lol
Well not really...
So here's wat went on wit my empty life last week ...

Valentines Day...
Sweet =0)
To think that i wore a dress! LOL
Laugh people cos jans the tomboyish gal wore a dress to impress her man LOL
Just sat down at esplanade bridge til almost midnite...
We met up late cos of my wrk n his POP...
End up waiting 1 1/2 hrs for a bloody cab home..
No thanks for trying to get a cab at cbd lol
That place is like so dead at night can?

CNY holiday...
Finally did sumting that ive been dying to do for ages..Rollerblade!
Yeehaa!
Went camping at the beach with mom, 3 bros and him..
And i learnt fishing! Throwing that fishing line was as much fun as it was difficult tactically..haha!
Went blading the rest of the time..
And entertaining a damn cute lil girl in between..
Cant seem to forget her fear of those moths and tiny flies minggling inside my tent..
And then she'll go "Shoo..Shoo..."
AAArrrgghhh SO CUTE!!!
Only 3 yrs old...Maisarah..hope can meet her again some day..
Well thx to my mom's ability to make friends with her mom spontaneously haha!
Like hello! since when did i develope fondness for kids? LOL
Even him noticed it..

More holiday...
After the beach came swimming at J.East swimming compleks lol
Suddenly so active with sports...
Well..i really kinda miss the fun things i did with my family and friends before wrkg full time...
Now..this activities comes rarely...sigh..

Other news update...
- Freaking miss kak G can?
- Celebrating Liverpool's win over Barcelona! Yeehaa!!
- Sq2 business isnt doing well really...sigh..really hurting to see sales so bad until like dat...raw materials being wasted each day..sigh..
- Him is getting more image conscious lol while me..well im still me..but i really DO think im attractive lol

Ciao for now...

hEaRTfELt wORds enCRyPtED oN

Thursday, February 22, 2007
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2/12/2007 11:12:00 PM

As days go by...

Hhhmm dono what to brag about really..
'Xept that i went to watch Qbil Kushry Qabil Igam (QKQI) at jb the other day...
Yes people..another Ziana Zain movie!
Why else would i be watching malay movies?
Well ZZ being ZZ..she rox as always!
Jambu giler...walaupon dlm cerite tu dia cam selenge sikit wakakaka!
Cerite dia ok..menyayat hati..
Any movies that make me cry are successes cos i don cry easily to movies really..
So ditto to QKQI..ditto to kak G...
Lup her so muchie much! mish her too!

V. day in 2 days...
Hhhhmmmm my 1st..really..
Comes 2 days b4 our 5th anniversary...
And i think ive just found a theme song for us dear..
Will unveil it 2 u on V. day ok muahaha!
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to all lovie-dovies out there!

Work-wise...
Hhhmm...stil settling in the new environment..
But deffo luving it..
But really miss busy-ness...
Miss counting thick stacks of 50s...
Sigh...

hEaRTfELt wORds enCRyPtED oN

Monday, February 12, 2007
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1/28/2007 09:00:00 PM

Been Missing In Action...

Gosh it feels like i haven been online for eternity..
Why else? work work and more work..
In case ur wonderin..i have panda eyes and im moving around like a zombie now..
How not wen ur working like more than 12 hrs everyday haha
Well im not complaining...
Ive got a "new" life now...
Ive got a cafe to take care of now ehem..
Small...cosy..but crampy like crazy!! lol

So basically..ive got no life outside of work no more haha
I miss my dearies...Is and Izah..
He's stil in taiwan...possibly chatting up some taiwan girls lol
She is mia for some reason again..miss her like crazy!!
Izah!!! i freaking need u my dear!!
Kak G dah complain dia kata "mane si izah ni tak tau nak call lagi ke?" LOL

hEaRTfELt wORds enCRyPtED oN

Sunday, January 28, 2007
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1/16/2007 10:17:00 PM

AAaarrrrrGGGHHHHHHhhhh!!!

Gosh! talk about getting excited...
Suddenly i have to wait another couple of days..
Siiiiggghhhhh....
Staying at stc for 5 more days..
SSSiiiiggghhh...
Why cant i jus LEAVE!!

Dear going taiwan for 3 bloody weeks!
Wil mis u loads my dear...

Izah!!! I need u!!! Pronto!

hEaRTfELt wORds enCRyPtED oN

Tuesday, January 16, 2007
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1/06/2007 01:01:00 PM

Wat's It Like Now?

1. AOD
Funny..i used to brag about how miserable i'll be goin to Sq2...
But now..i cant wait! Cant wait to get out of the misery at stc...
Not that stc is hell...i just cant wait to start anew...my own cafe..my own rules..MY way!
Ive even gotten rid of my love affair with msq..wats the point? I dont belong there no more...
And...ive got a bloody point to prove to Mr.Director aka Chris...(just wait and see ok)

2. Him
Hhhhmmm...weird...
That thing the other nite still traumatised me...
No people! dont start thinking dirty now ok! LOL
Just that..it wasnt like him at all...
Nevermind...cos i still love him...

3. Her
What can i say...i might jus as well distant myself from her..
The picture's getting clearer now..
Im disappointed...

4. The other 'Her'...
She's all i need...she knows me more than anyone else..
Even more than i know myself? Haha
Even more than 'him' knows me...
She's the one who can distract me from my miseries...a cure to all pain..
No people! Im straight! She's my bestie friend...

5. ZZ
I miss her so damn loads!!!!
I miss U like crazy! Even more than words can say!
Come now...wats with 5 years without an album?
I swear i'll travel all the way to KL again just to see you..Hehe
Cant wait for QKQI..cheers!

6. Hockey
Gosh...to think that i used to be a sports freak!
Now its outta my life! Is that why im more miserable now than i used to be?
I miss the game! I miss being a key player in my team! I miss being a speedy winger!
I miss scoring goals! I miss it all!
But what can i do..i cant even run 5 mins without panting like a dog now..haiz...
It used to be in my blood...now? Haiz...

hEaRTfELt wORds enCRyPtED oN

Saturday, January 06, 2007
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